This story is about how a relationship with my wife grew into insane lust. Her name is Ira. Red-haired, blue-eyed, medium build girl. We met while still in our teens. Ira was 14, I was 16. We almost immediately began to meet, and also quickly turned out to be in the same bed, or rather the staircase of the staircase. She was my first. Because she deftly did everything, it was immediately clear that she had the experience and it almost did not embarrass me. Before her, I had perhaps petting and oral sex with girls, but she changed everything. We fucked like rabbits, at every convenient occasion, and during the whole time of that relationship, we have never used a rubber band, PPA and period. Irka always sucked so sweetly, and I finished in her mouth.

Alas, at that age, everything ended very quickly, as the crush in our relationship ended. We broke up. Later, I learned that at the end she was walking, although I already didn’t care.

Life went on, and we existed separately.

New girls appeared, new experience, fetishes, skills were acquired. I discovered in myself a craving for extreme, anal sex, bisexuality, games with sperm, toys, mutual masturbation and so on.

Events in the life of Ira developed similarly, even though far from me.

Each of us tried to make normal relations with someone, but did not grow together like that. Yes, apparently it should not have been.

And so it happened that after five years, through our mutual friend, we decided to celebrate the new year together. At that time, I recently returned from the army, and she broke up with a guy with whom the FIG knows how many did not sleep. Sexually, we were simply cosmically hungry. On the very first day of the meeting, we met again, already adults and experienced. And this began ...

Like two meteorites, everything, all our fetishes, fantasies, perversions, secrets, collided. Day did not get out of bed. She said that no one ever fucked her, and I was in solidarity with her. As she sat on me, she confessed that she wanted me to finish in her, I wanted it so much that I never pulled my cock out of her again . Later, as she said that you can fuck her in the ass. My happiness knew no bounds and I was very gentle with her ass. We often fondled in 69 pose. Fucked in the park, in the toilets, in the water although there were a lot of people on the beach, on the bus. They licked each other from head to toe, caressed each other by anal fingers. Next to the bed there were always cream, lubricants and napkins.

Carefully, without going into details, we told each other past connections, who and how. The realization came to me that my beloved had quite a lot of partners, I was sincerely happy for her, to admit, even made me a little bit of this fact.

Asked once, what would be her treason, saying that I would leave her. And what would be for treason with a girl, answered that would lead, but still would end the relationship. Sometimes she returned home drunk to death. Maybe it’s all connected, I still don’t know. In any case, left an imprint.

Our pleasures continued for six months and a permanent ending inward, finally it made itself felt. We waited for the baby and in the course of time it became more and more careful and cautious until the birth. A daughter was born and after a couple of months we resumed sex. Many routines fell on our shoulders and time became less, but sometimes we managed to carve out an hour to please each other.

Once they were together, and the phone rang on her phone, it was one of her friends, she immediately told him that I was there, they let out a couple of phrases, purely on business and ended the conversation. I was very excited and pretended that everything was fine, and already a little later I caught on to their correspondence in the social network. Judging by the read, I realized that she does not change him, but before me I clearly fucked and cheated on my ex.

Having become very jealous, I began to caress my wife’s brain almost every day on this matter. I read to the holes, any mention of her sex with someone else, until I noticed that I had an erection. Completely ceased to understand what is happening to me. I began to touch myself, masturbate, read on and represent my wife with other people. Insanity, jealousy, shame and orgasm. So day after day. While jealousy more and more often, did not become dissolved in a strong arousal.

Of course, in the Internet era, in the end, this was the name and like-minded people. Similar themes were swing, mzhm and Seksvayf itself. The latter is a gaming subculture where a husband lets his wife go to her lovers, watches her having sex with another, and takes a clean one for her. The very idea of ​​the topic is a strong excitement at the sight of the wife giving herself to another. There are various attempts to describe the cause of this fetish, but now is not about that. Having gone through a bunch of forums, having read many stories, I realized that this is exactly my topic, my erotic weakness. Most men in the subject, just fantasize and are afraid to talk about it with his wife, or received a negative answer from his wife, saying that you are a pervert? you do not love me and so on? There were also those who completely realized themselves in this pair of pranks and I had the desire to do it with my beloved. It was definitely felt that my wife had an advantage over other couples. Ira is fucking loving, otherwise not to express, there were quite a few partners, she loves us in different ways, cheating on me as a teenager and putting together a few facts, possibly in the recent past. Not looking at all this, anyway, for a long time I bore myself in it for about two years, because the fear of being incomprehensible and rejected turned out to be stronger than desire. All this time, fucking his wife fantasized about seksvayf. He began to use toys as a second member, call her his slut. Until now, I was not clear about her position on this matter. Once we had a pretty bad fight, left alone, arranged potraushushki and later, nevertheless briefly told me what this turns me on.

Ira said she guessed something like that, but was still surprised. She said that I was jealous, I couldn’t cope with something like that, and that she didn’t feel like that. The main thing for me was, just to let her know about what you like, everything else depends only on her and our agreements in consequence. As you know, water wears away a stone. So, I calmly fantasize myself further, how I fuck her after someone, lick her charms, insert at the same time with someone, or she sends me pictures of sex with another and so on. Fucking her, masturbating and pouring streams of sperm.